Insecurities

Ok, so I have never truly been in love before in my life nor have I had a boyfriend who I thought treated like a queen. I have especially been unlucky in my "love life" during the time that I have been in college. I do not think that I am that unattractive, but then again I am very insecure when it comes to my looks.
Skin
I have very dark black skin , well maybe it is not that dark, more on the crayola brown shade of color, but I have yet to learn to love my skin color. I think that most men prefer lighter skinned women. During the summer I avoid the sun at all cost. I wear the highest SPF sunscreen that I can at all times.
Weight
I am on the chubby side. I can fit comfortably into a size 10, but I wish I was a size 4 or 6, it would definitely fit my shape better and give me more confidence. I just like getting picked up, and I do not feel most men could do that.
Hair
Most men love women who have long flowing hair. I do not have that. For most of my life I have struggled with eczema and dry skin/scalp problems. I had a relaxer and all it did was break my hair off. Last August, I did one of the craziest things I have ever done in my life, I got some scissors and chopped all my hair off. I am happy to say that it is growing back at a good rate and my hair is healthy. Hopefully I can get that long hair one day.
Smile
A nice smile is always something good to have. I have had so many years of frowning practice that I cannot smile anymore in a way that I think is pretty. My teeth are also not the straightest, don't get me wrong they are aligned correctly and in a single row, but there is a little gap in the front and I need them to be a little whiter. All of that can be fixed though, I think.