First Post

I don't know where to start. I guess I will write about why I decided to start this blog in the first place. I was walking through WalMart all nonchalantly like I usually do, then I came upon something that made me stop. It was a journal. I have never in my life kept a journal or a diary before but for some reason at that moment I was pondering about it. It could have also been because the cover of the journal was very pretty. I had put myself on a budget for that day, so I decided that I was not going to make that purchase. I went home that evening and did my usual blog reading and while reading some of the comments on YBF, I accidentally clicked on someone's homepage and to my surprise instead of the usual MySpace b.s. it was a blog, but not about celebrity gossip, it was like a diary. I decided that since this is the new millenium, maybe I should try the same thing. That is how I got to this point. This blog will contain my thoughts and evaluations of situations ranging from not only my life but to other things in society. I am at a point in my life where I am trying to find out who I am, so that I can stop internally hating myself. I may say some things that people in my life may not like on here, that is why I have not informed and do not plan on informing anyone that I am close to about this blog. Sigh... and the journey begins...